Heavenly

Pet Monkey

Album: Operation Heavenly [1996]

I just can't quite explain 

Why it's not the same 

With you anymore 

It's not that you have changed 

Or that we're estranged 

I just wanted more 

 

I've always lived my life 

Under watchful eyes 

Always someone's girl 

 

You only wanted me 

As you thought I'd be 

Living in your world 

 

Your insanity 

Is not lost on me 

Mess around with hearts 

So easily broke 

I still can't 

Believe 

It's not all a joke 

 

What do you know 

What do you care 

How could you think 

Things were okay 

How could I know 

Behind that stare 

You're on the brink 

I couldn't stay 

 

I'm 

Scared 

 

Whatever you say 

I'm 

Scared 

 

You wouldn't stay 

 

Stop sleeping and start bleeding 

I know you're hurt and it's not fair 

Stop dreaming and start bleeding 

Blood on your shirt and in your hair 

It kind of hurts when you're 

(Here and) not there 

 

And I can't quite explain 

Why you act insane 

Why you fail to cope 

Something inside your brain 

Trips a switch again 

And you lose all hope 

 

I'm not responsible 

If you lose control 

If you go too far 

You try and cut yourself 

But it doesn't help 

It just leaves a scar 

 

Messing around with 

Hands and glass and games of 

Smash and and brag, I guess I'll 

Have to live with 

Cussing out 

All of my mistakes 

 

What do you know 

What do you care 

How could you think 

Things were okay 

How could I know 

Behind that stare 

You're on the brink 

I couldn't stay 

 

I'm 

Scarred 

 

Whatever you

Say 

I'm scarred 

 

Anyway 

 

Stop sleeping and start bleeding 

I know you're hurt and it's not fair 

Stop dreaming and start bleeding 

Blood on your shirt and in your hair 

It kind of hurts when you're 

(Here and) not there 

 

Stop dreaming and start screaming 

It's so hard trying not to care 

Stop breathing and start screaming 

But you're too much for me to bear 

It kind of hurts when you're 

(Here and) not there 

 

(Amelia sings Calvin's part here) 

What do you know 

What do you care 

How could you think 

Things were okay 

How could I know 

Behind that stare 

You're on the brink 

I couldn't stay 

 

I'm 

Scared 

 

Whatever you say 

I'm 

Scared 

 

You wouldn't stay